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Come back,

I�need you,

Will you be my rescue?

I can’t stand to look at your stone,

Knowing there’s no chance of you coming home...

Come back,

That’s all I ask,

Please just hand me that deadly flask...

I cant stand the thought of you being gone,

You hit my heart dead-on...

Come back,

Before I�fade away,

Please just stay another day...

Come back...

Okay, 1st thing its quite funny! i have two pet skink lizards called ursie and george, they always go up to the glass and move their feet on it to try to get out and one actually did!� me and my motha! wer going shoppping so i went to check on everything in my room and i looked in the tank then my curtains behind the tank and Ursie Was at the top of my curtain! she looked at me like "uh oh Busted!" and i grabbed her quick and put her in the tank and pushed the lid very hard to double secure the lock! nothing has happened with them or my hamster since then! One of my best buds is a boy, he has a girlfriend and i dont have any warm feeling for him hes just a good friend i dont even want a futer with him! But she IS ALWAYS SAYING THAT HE IS CHEATING ON HER WITH ME! IM TOO UGLY FOR ANY BOY TO GO OUT WITH ME! AND PLUS WE ARE FRIENDS SHE IS A PARRANOID RAT!

HELP ME

xx

Lolastar18

Противоположности притягиваются?Ну нет!Человеческие отношения не всегда аналогичны законам физики...Это скорее всего иллюзия,если кто-то уверен в том,что ему нравится человек с качествами,которые отсутствуют у него самого.Чаще- они присутствуют(эти самые качества),но находятся на подсознательном уровне.Доминируют те качества ,которые наиболее пригодны для окружающей среды и общества.Из моего собственного жизненого опыта я убеждалась в этом не раз.Мне всегда нравились непосредственные,"открытые" и немного наивные люди.Потому что в глубине души я сама такая.Но мне мешали эти черты моего характера.И со временем я научилась скрывать их,не проявлять,пока я не увижу что-то похожее.К сожалению,в нашей непростой жизни такое увидеть приходилось крайне редко.Так и проходит жизнь.Жизнь-игра.И как не восхищаться человеком перед которым ты можешь смело снять маску с лица и вдохнуть глоток свободы-вот я,такая как я есть!!!

So guess who is in a majorly good mood again!�:))))

I�haven't been on in quite a while.

Not counting yesterday. I didn't post yesterday.

But whatever.

Update on my life?

Sure.

Alex got expelled. I couldn't care less. :)))))

I still hate Tessa. I've never liked her. She bothers me. Then again all those annoying people who do drugs annoy me.

One of my friends broke my camera...�So now I�have to borrow my parents camera when I want to use a camera. I liked mine waaaay better.

All the drama in my life is gone for the most part. I can't think of any drama currently...

Jenna, Allen and I hung out yesterday. It was a ton of fun.

Uhm... What else???? Hmm.

I don't currently like anyone... At least not in a romantic way. :))))

I'm a nerd get over it.

Had a math test today.� I�think I did really well. Like only 2 points off I think... Of course that probably means I failed.

Science test today... I think I did pretty well on that too. Not quite as well though.

Uhm.

At this time I am listening to music, on facebook, posting this, and texting.

I would like to talk... Comment. Message. Something.

4 more days of school! :))))

Au Revoir!

�

Ok so today Im going to the mall," And then saturday Im going to find you a horny convict to use u as a love pinata for the next 50 yrs! "

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Mmm, Im so excited for Saturday. Im going to a speed show and its going to be so����� f-ing awsome. U have no Idea. Hopefully I get highpoint again that would be cool... And hopefully I win the summer series that would be even cooler. Dont you think? BTW my horses name is Sonnys Zippo or just Sonny what ever works. He's an amazing athlete, with so much power and strength. THough I�do have to say he's a lil bit dumb in other words silly ver very silly. Hes a nine year old with the mind of a three year old. Put it that way. lol well I have to go. ttyl.

Oh what should I write about in my next poem? ur choice, so tell me. But nothing stupid like trees or clouds or... well u get the point

Love,

����� -Sportygirl15

Sheesh! It really can get to me, I don't think I am alone on that. Family can drive you nuts and I suspect it's happening somewhere, right now,�as I'm writing this. Someone is flipping out because of someone in their family.

Ok, my story is that Rusty has me trippin - again! But this time, I'm done! I won't be wasting anymore of my time, thoughts, energy on him and his drama ever again.

What he's done (or hasn't done in this case) is that for the whole time he's been in my FB network of 'friends' he frustrates me�by ignoring my communications with him. Or when he responded to one of my notes to him, he writes things that try to prevoke sympathy from me. His "poor me" theme has me completely bored! I refuse to�be affected by it. As I said, "I'm done" being sucked in. His latest, his bankruptcy decision and how much it'll cost him, was what he chose to write to me on FB of all places! It's not that I don't care, I do, it's that FB is not the forum for that kind of news. He could have called me or written an email if he absolutely needed to share that with me. And I say that because the fact that he's in such financial trouble is really none of my business - what can I do about it? Feel bad is all, unless, he had a hope that I might attempt to bail him out. Which is what I suspected, my first thought was that I was being manipulated with pity, which is his MO now (the last couple yrs actually).

It's not only me that he ignors, I see that he treats pretty much everyone that way - ie: he gets a birthday wish from Mandy and never acknowledges it - never! Why are you on FB anyway? Peeping Tom perhaps?? You want to watch people's lives without being obligated in anyway? Hey, it's not like we needed much from you!

I think the 'straw' was really the fact that he ignored our stepmother's death. It remains that he hasn't communicated with our father on that subject. It's stupid for me to defend him, I can't anymore. Though I won't let anyone diss him either.

So, the other night I told him (email) that I didn't want him sharing my FB any longer if he couldn't particapate or�contribute. Again, he pulls the pity card on me with his, "you need not be so stern" to�which I responded simply this, "aw".�

NOW GO PITY�YOURSELF LITTLE BROTHER! YOU WON'T BE GETTING�ANYTHING FROM ME AS LONG AS YOU WON'T STAND UP AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR LIFE.��